Sunday, June 27, 2010

Friday, April 9, 2010

The Children of the Law of One and the Lost Teachings of Atlantis























Description:

This is the account of an American teenager who discovered a monastery in Tibet that was the inspiration for the legend of “Shangri La”. It might be categorized as a ‘new age’ or philosophy book, like The Celestine Prophecy, since it focuses on his spiritual training and their teachings in a novel-like format. Hard to believe, but interestingly, the sub-tropical region amongst the Himalayas that he describes finding, was later documented by explorers from National Geographic, the ‘covered up’ (there is still evidence of this). Also interesting is that the author was apparently mentioned in the Edgar Cayce readings (the famous American psychic whose books have sold millions of copies), as someone who would one day bring an important message to the world.

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Saturday, April 3, 2010

Symbiotic Duality & The Polarization of Gravity

Synopsis:

1. All is all.
2. For the purpose of this theorem, the All is to be referred to as the Dimensionless Quantity or DQ.
3. All that arises from the DQ are variants of Symbiotic Duality or symbiotically dual relationships.
4. [Creator & Observer] is (an example of) a symbiotically dual relationship.
5. For the purpose of this theorem, [Creator & Observer] or [Creator/Observer] will be used to illustrate symbiotic duality.

Introduction:


Symbiotic Duality: Symbiotic Duality can be defined as a dependent and paradoxical relationship between seemingly opposing phenomena. We observe Symbiotic Duality via the relationship of all objects in the perceivable physical world. It is the tool the human mind uses to understand what is observes. Example: The mind can know & understand the experience of the phenomena ‘Light’ [only] because it has a point of comparison; in this case that reference point is the phenomena ‘Dark’. Light and Dark are seemingly opposing phenomenon but neither could exist without the other. Or rather, the mind could not experience/understand one without the other. Therefore Light & Dark form a Symbiotically Dual relationship. Other examples: Cause & Effect; Positive & Negative; Life & Death; Beginning & End; Ying & Yang.

The Dimensionless Quantity: As the name suggests; The Dimensionless Quantity (DQ) is an indescribable & unquantifiable phenomena. As such; it is nearly impossible to define. To illustrate: in mathematical Set Theory, it is similar to what is referred to as the Empty Set. Stated Simply, the Dimensionless Quantity is the neutral medium (or source) from which emerge all symbiotically dual pairs. While it appears that there are endless SD pairs, there is only “one” DQ. The DQ can be represented numerically as (0).

Theorem:

Axiom: All that is perceived or understood by the mind is made possible via Symbiotic Duality or SD pairs. The mind perceives SD pairs & believes them to be ‘real’ – this is, however, a fabrication of the mind. Only the DQ – from which the SD pairs emerge – is real.

Hypothesis:
Symbiotic duality (the observable universe) is an illusion of mind – or rather the mind believes what it perceives to be – when in fact it is not so. Stated differently: While it is true that the mind’s inherent function is to understand & explain the world it perceives, I hypothesize that the mind’s perception is entirely fabricated & thus illusory. Ultimately, I seek to demonstrate that although the mind cannot perceive it as such - only the Dimensionless Quantity itself is real. The DQ exists independently of the mind’s perception. The mind cannot grasp the DQ, because the mind itself arises from the DQ.

[NOTE: Although the mind cannot grasp the DQ – through deep contemplation the mind may realize that in fact – it cannot grasp the DQ. Essentially - the mind will come to know that it cannot (ultimately) know. Typically when this happens – the mind will perform it’s (usual) function & seek to understand & explain the DQ. This is of course done in vain - however the mind can suggest its (DQ) existence through the use of metaphor or allegory.]

(Demonstrable) Proof: Every SD pair exists in perfect equilibrium, if stated mathematically, each component of the SD pair would necessarily equal 0. To illustrate – it is similar to how antimatter (-) & matter (+) would annihilate if they come in contact with one another – or how every particle (quantum physics) has an oppositely charged or complementary particle. To Illustrate further, consider [Creator & Observer]* as an example of a Symbiotic Dual pair. Creator (C+) and Observer (C-) form a SD pair which [for my purposes] will be defined as: Creator/Observer. The Creator/Observer SD pair (as in all SD pairs) arises from the Dimensionless Quantity. Wherein a paradox lies in that at first glance the Creator & Observer appear to behave as independent phenomena (two separate entities), but upon closer examination they are found to be dependent. Simply stated; you may not have the Creator without the Observer & vice versa. Stated differently: Why would creation occur unless there is something to observe it?

*Please note that any suitable SD pair may be substituted in this proof.

The above SD & DQ relationship can be written as a simple mathematical equation:

DQ (0) = [Creator (C+) + Observer (C-)]

Stated as:

[0] = [(C+) + (C-)], where C = any number.

Ex:
0 = 1 + (-1)
0 = 2 + (-2)
0 = 3 + (-3) & so on

Conclusion: Every Symbiotic Dual relationship is an illusory mental construction of the Dimensionless Quantity. All SD pairs are images or reflections of the true imperceptible reality (DQ). Stated mathematically: DQ = SD

Difficulties encountered:
1. It is possible that together SD & DQ form a SD pair. If this is the case – it would seem to imply infinity.

2. Can SD pairs contain/be composed of other SD pairs? If possible, our universe may be nothing but an SD pair, within SD pair, within SD pair & so on. Infinity all the way up… infinity all the way down.

Just for fun: If this theorem is true ~ would it also be false?

MORE MENTAL MASTURBATION: Next theorem… What is Gravity (really)? How does gravity relate to the DQ… & what is its function? Is gravity polarized?

Preliminary Hypothesis: Gravity is the ultimate SD pair – it is composed of two opposing (polar) forces (G+) & (G-). Gravity is not the force produced when two bodies act on one another…. but rather it has the function much like that of an engine; it is the force which attracts & repels bodies – assuring the constant motion of our universe. Gravity is the force that attracts [(G-) during a galactic compression] & repels [(G+) during a galactic expansion].

Assuming the above hypothesis is true; consider that the force of gravity may have acted as the force that triggered the Big Bang. Following this train of thought: G- (as the attractive force) during a galactic compression is incredibly strong & holds all matter in a very small, dense, hot state. But much like a pendulum swings – once a certain point is reached the force of gravity polarizes & gravity (G+) triggers a galactic expansion which repels all known matter (big bang) such that matter large, sparse, & cool. This action is cyclical - & hence allows the eternal expansion & compression (birth & death) of our universe.

[NOTE: remember that ultimately like all SD pairs, gravity is another construction of the mind & thus illusory – but still interesting none the less.]

Synopsis: Gravity is the force that causes the expansion/compression of our universe. During an expansion, gravity (G+) repels bodies, & during compression gravity (G-) attracts bodies.

Possible experimental proof: If it was observed that regardless of mass - the force of gravity increases or decreases proportionally over time (depending on whether we are in a galactic expansion or compression cycle). It would suggest my theory has some merit. Hmmm… since the force of neighboring bodies would skew the results – I think it would be best that these experiments were conducted in a vacuum. Any ideas?

The universe inhales,
The universe exhales.
In between breaths,
There is creation.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Re: How's your spiritual life these days?

































Before I posted the final version of - How's your spiritual life these days? - I sent a copy to my family to get their feedback. My mom wrote:

Hi Sweetheart
Very good and to the point. I would change "gut" to "heart" in your last sentence. My sense is the "heart" is our guide to "spirit" and hence Truth with a big "T".
Was your awakening drug-induced? Just interested.
I am understanding at a greater depth that "Truth" is always present and that we do not need to seek It. The seeker of anything is ego and it is just that "seeking" that keeps us separate from everything. So, what would it feel like to presume that there is only "Truth" no matter what comes up or does not?
I see how everything is immediately changed when I presume love, peace, Truth or God just present here. This is what is unfolding for me and it is very interesting as I feel less fear and less concern for a lot of things and clearer in life.
I presume I can speak freely. Spiritual Masters of all kinds have and continue to serve humanity.
Do you sense that Ryuho Okawa is such a teacher? I am very grateful to many teachers for I would not be in this place of deeper understanding and I would not have taken on the various practices that enhance the human/spiritual process/journey, because how else would I have gotten to know all of this? I also understand that awakenings of any kind depend on the Grace of the Divine. It is true when it is said "seek and you shall find", because it is the heart-need that reaches out to God and God can only respond! I have noticed this all my life; that when I prayed to God, there always came and answer and sometimes I had to hear the same answer many times before I would listen. Now I listen more carefully and respond more promptly. Wisdom that comes with time and wear and tear!
Yes, there is a pressure and change must occur, not just for the sake of survival, but also for the sake of right alignment to Truth and of right life in relationship to all beings. Somehow these kinds of events are a gift that urges us to Truth, if we would only listen.
And this is a principle role for sensitive people; to align themselves to right life and Truth because I have seen that example is stronger than words. Words are very important; yet walking the talk is necessary to bring about any change.


I wrote back:

I believe in my heart that my awakening was divinely induced – that it came as a result of a lifetime of soul searching & heart aches - but ecstasy did play a role, as it opened my mind & made me more receptive to the truth. I know you've tried it - so I don’t need to go into details, but when I was under the influence of the drug my capacity for understanding was greatly enhanced. At that time in my life (2004-2005) I was really focused on truth - truths of all sorts - mostly pertaining to the events of 911 & other conspiracies, energy healing as well as esoteric/ancient wisdom. And it also happens that during that period in my life I suddenly felt the need to try ecstasy. So I did. I tried it with a close friend of mine – it was just the two of us & we spent the entire night dabbling in philosophical & psychological topics of conversation – as well as just drawing & recording our thoughts. I was overcome with feelings of compassion & love. There was also an inherent feeling of oneness with the creation & I knew, in the grand scheme of things that this was what I was aiming for - but without being under the influence of drugs. A month later we got together & once again we decided to take ecstasy – we engaged in most of the same activities we did the first night: writing in my notebook, breaking things down, making connections between things that I hadn't previously etc. Then out of the blue, I asked myself: “What do I know about love?” - I thought - "I know I should love myself.” Then I considered - “Suppose I manage to love myself wholly & truly - then the next step would be to love all others & the entire creation.” Then I thought to myself - “If I love myself, all others, & the whole creation; I could simply state that - I love." Since I was always in the habit of simplifying and/or reducing ideas, I reasoned - "The only way to simplify this further would be to take out the 'I' – and if I remove the 'I' - all I would be left with is love."

At that very moment – I left my body and was transported into another dimension – a place beyond the confines of space/time. It's difficult to describe this place but I suppose you could compare it to what it might be like standing at the bottom of a well. This place had no distinguishing qualities - other than the darkness, which wasn't a regular darkness because it was both light & dark simultaneously. The dark/light was uniform in every direction - except it seemed brighter on top, which was what gave me the sense of being at the bottom of a well in a tunnel. I was conscious of myself & I knew for a fact that I existed since I had my collective thoughts & my memories – but as far as I could tell - I had no physical body. I existed as pure consciousness. It was then – in an instant - that the nature of reality was revealed to me.
I remembered that we are all one. I understood the laws of duality; the illusory nature of the physical world; the eternal state of the spiritual world; I remembered life (us included) was eternal & that death was an illusion; I understood the laws of Karma; the laws of nature; I understood how the universe was created & how it renews itself in an eternal cycle of expansion/compression. I did an internal inventory of all my collected knowledge to suit. It all happened very quickly - and afterward a sudden sadness overcame me - I (foolishly) thought that all knowledge had been revealed to me – and as such I feared that I had nothing left to learn, which to me would make life not worth living. Of course I was wrong - because there are much higher states of awareness that await us. Only, I don't know what they are... yet. Then I came back into my body - the first thing I noticed had changed was my reasoning – everything I previously believed to be true was altered. Things in my environment seemed to glow & my senses were heightened. The use of language was difficult because it could not explain the place I had been or the remembrance that had been given to me. I (temporarily) lost my sense of ‘separate-self’ - and since I now knew that everything was a part of me & that I was a part of everything – words like 'me', 'you' or 'I' - seemed redundant since they failed to describe the unity I felt with the creation as a whole. Fortunately I snapped out of it - because although we are one - we still must operate on this physical realm & these words are very useful... hehe.
Weeks later, I read accounts of people who had had near death experiences; this is the closest thing I have found that bears a resemblance to what I went through. You could say, that in a way I died that night - for the remembrance of who I was dissolved the illusion of my separate-self forever.

Re: Ryuho Okawa
He is a legitimate teacher and I have no doubt that he tells the truth. He explains everything in a simple manner that anyone can understand.

Re: Truth
I don't agree with you - I don't agree that one must not seek - because if you want to achieve anything in life you must put in the required effort. Enlightenment doesn't just appear out of nowhere - you have to want it & pursue it fiercely. Yes, our true nature is Truth itself - but if you want to grasp the Truth during your lifetime you must work hard at it. Consider - that for you to recognize that your true nature is Truth itself - took years of reflection & self-analysis. You worked hard to reach this level of understanding.

Our nature & who we are is Truth itself - but when we are born into the physical world - this is forgotten. It is our duty as children of the divine to first remember Truth, then to live Truth & share Truth with others regardless of the cost.


Disclaimer: I do not condone or encourage the use of drugs or illegal substances. Since I am committed to telling the whole truth - I felt it necessary to disclose that I experimented with ecstasy. If you are interested in experimenting with drugs - please inform yourself about the possible side-effects & the damage it can cause to the body/mind. I also encourage you to ask others about their experience with drugs. I know of many people that have become addicted to &/or seriously wounded by drugs. Drugs can ruin lives - please make your choices responsibly. For more information please visit - druginfo.org.au

Monday, March 1, 2010

How's your spiritual life these days?

Spirituality, aka real life... maybe you've heard of it? If it's something that interests you, now's the time to make it a priority in your life.

I’m writing this letter because I am meant to speak out about Truth. There are various forms of truth, but what I am referring to specifically, is the truth that is synonymous with your true nature. The Truth is the answer to the soul-searching question: “who am I?”. It’s the Truth that is inside you & that can be accessed anytime, by anyone, regardless of age, weight, height, race, class, income, etc. There is only one Truth & it doesn’t matter what you believe in, or which religion/denomination you belong to - for they all give different versions of the same Truth. Albeit some teachings have been misconstrued to provide the corrupted with wealth &/or power. Fortunately, it’s easy to spot these impostors since they charge membership fees for their version of the Truth; and typically drive fancy cars, own large properties, and take extravagant vacations. But as you will discover – to know the Truth there is no need for such expenditures. In this regard, you are your only investment. If you invest your time/money/energy in yourself – you will inevitably know the Truth. And believe you me – it is the most valuable investment you can make. This is not about being selfish – this is about taking responsibility for your self. As far as I know - no one is going to be able to show you the Truth – although for a small fee, many will claim they can – in actuality it is something each of us must discover on our own. Unfortunately it isn’t a choice either - because through Truth – we will change the world. And if we don’t change we will perish. It is the only way – and it’s starting today.

Truth is my passion, it is my underlying purpose & although I've been denying this inclination for the past 5 years (out of fear of persecution/rejection), it’s impossible for me to deny it any longer. In a way, I feel as though I've wasted so much time – because since my awakening on Dec 27th, 2004 - I have been feeling an ‘internal pressure’, which has steadily increased over the years. I know now that this internal pressure was my intuition screaming at me – trying to get me to listen to myself. For those closest to me - you might like to know that what you experienced as my physical/mental unease & bout with substance abuse over the past few years was indicative & most likely a result of my ignorance. But all things happen for a reason – and I feel that as a result – I have a new found courage to share what might be the most intimate & important thing in my life. My hope is - regardless of what you take from this letter - that it gives you the courage to express yourself openly in whichever way, shape or form.

To start I suggest you read: ‘The Laws of the Sun’ by Ryuho Okawa. My good friend gave this book to me a few months ago - & having read it I can say that it's an excellent summary of the Truth & a good entry point for beginners. For the purpose of this letter, I will refer back to this book - but keep in mind there are numerous teachers & texts available today which are equally useful, this just happens to be the most comprehensive & accurate text on Truth I've read to date.

In chapter 5 of The Laws of the Sun, Ryuho Okawa gives a brief summary of creation & life on planet earth.

A lot of what Ryuho Okawa writes about in The Laws of the Sun I don’t necessarily agree with – simply because these aren’t things I know to be true from experience. That’s not saying it isn’t true – only that I would need to experience it for myself before I draw any conclusions. Until then I'm considering it - keeping it on the back-burner... so to speak.

What I found to be noteworthy - was the description of ancient human civilizations that had at one time flourished on earth but which have all disappeared - with the explanation as to why. He recalls (due to some sort of global cataclysm) that these civilizations perished because they mistakenly pursued the accumulation of material wealth instead of seeking to understand Truth. Stated differently: the mistake they made was taking (wealth) instead of giving (Love). Coincidentally - as you may have noticed – today we find ourselves making the same mistake – and it is suggested that we may soon suffer the consequences of our actions. As a result of our ignorance – Ryuho Okawa (& others) claim we may be on the verge of another 'near' extinction.

The pessimist in me never takes anything at face value – but after spending quite some time researching & reading various spiritual texts – I’ve discovered several sources that are heeding similar warnings. Teachers from all over the world are foretelling there will be a global shift in human consciousness – & that life as we know - it is coming to an end.


The vision:
A month ago I had had a dream - in this dream I could see a human figure standing alone in a field with arms outstretched, looking at the sky, which was a deep crimson red. The dream stayed imprinted in my mind – and later I drew the image in my sketchbook – but other than that it didn’t strike me as anything out-of-the-ordinary. That is, until tonight when I read a passage in The Laws of the Sun, describing a catastrophic event strikingly similar to the one I had seen in my dreams. I was hit with a strong sense of déjà-vu, & this is what prompted me to write this letter – I guess you could say it was the sign that broke the camel’s back.

It’s still unclear as to what may happen – it could be any number of things: perhaps a global enlightenment or some natural disaster - but my hope is that the shift is positive & peaceful, either way humanity will awaken to the Truth. My feeling is that those who consciously decide to change & evolve will make it through the shift, & those who chose otherwise – may be left behind. Either way - I think it’s wise to do some research & prepare as you see fit.

The following is not meant to frighten you - but it is important to know as it may affect you & those you care about. In the event that some catastrophic event should unfold – there will be a loss of life - but there is no need to be afraid. Speaking from experience – one can take comfort knowing that the physical world is temporary & that the physical body many of us identify with & believe to be who we are - is simply a vessel & not our true-self. In actuality, the body is a sophisticated, sensory laden, bio-machine we occupy while on earth, enabling us to experience life as we know it. To explain it (very) simply: your ‘true-self’ is the self that resides within/throughout the physical body. Your self is of God, and as such - you are immortal. We are all one. We are all God. Essentially - We are God. Phew… that’s the hard part – if you got all that - the rest should be a piece-o-cake!

Now - back to impending doom - to prepare (spiritually) – the first step is to free yourself of earthly desires/material attachment. The best way to rid yourself of your attachment to material things is to fill your mind & heart with the desire for Truth*. The best way to do this is through Love…

So... what about Love?
Ryuho Okawa describes Love in his book via the teachings of Jesus Christ. The following passage is taken from The Laws of the Sun:

'God is Love, and as children of God all people have Love within their hearts.
To practice Love, first Love God, then Love your neighbor - who is part of god, and finally Love God’s servant – that is yourself.
Every day, pray quietly on your own & converse with your guardian & guiding spirits.
Human Love is measured by the quality, not the quantity, of Love you give-so improve the quality of your Love.’


I agree wholeheartedly with this passage – the only (tiny) disagreement might be that it’s my understanding that you are to love yourself first, & once you’ve loved yourself wholeheartedly, you would progress to include all others (man, animal, planet…) in your love. And once you’ve come to love yourself & all others & everything – you become ‘Love’. As ‘Love’ – you jump to a higher frequency or dimension & experience the transcendence of your ego or false-self. During this experience - your delusions fall away & you remember your true-self & your connection with the entire universe. Ultimately – Love is the vehicle through which you may transcend your ego-self or false-self. Through Love, each of us may reach enlightenment.

Of course there’s more to it – but it’s a start.



“Love and Truth are one and the same; search for Love & you will find Truth – search for Truth & you will find Love.”



If reading this inspired you &/or something in this letter resonates within you - I’m asking that you (please) make it a priority each day to love yourself/others/earth/god & to seek truth – each day forever & ever. The goal is to become a walking… talking… truth machine. If you’re not sure - listen to your intuition - it will always send you down the right path.

It's my pleasure to talk about things of this nature- so if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to ask.


xo
Sarah

*For a more information please read The Laws of The Sun, by Ryuho Okawa.



Update – Feb 24th, 2010:

This is a message I wrote to some of my intuitive friends/acquaintances on Feb 21st:

I had a vision - maybe of the past - or future or both. Here it goes: It was night time - except the skies were a deep red. And a silhouette was standing arms outreached - all alone on a vast plain. The feeling - empty, quiet, foreboding. Almost as if the skies were a sign something was about to happen.

Not that weird really - but then last week I read a passage in a book describing a catastrophic event that happened thousands of years ago which nearly wiped out all life on the planet - and suddenly it hit me that it was the same event i had seen in my vision - sorta like a deja vu but more intense - I'd even sketched it in my sketch book a few weeks back. So I'm trying to figure out what I saw - if it was a vision of the ancient past or one of the not-so-distant future - or both. I did some research & apparently others are saying people are having visions like this and so I thought first to ask some of the people (my more intuitive/sensitive friends) closest to me, if they'd seen anything similar?

xo
Sarah


Although most didn't have anything relevant to share, tonight my good friend Drew* wrote back the following:


well, awhile back in high school around grade 11. Me and Carl* -who is one of my best friends, more so like family- where sleeping over at our friend dons place. I had a dream that i would never forget. we were being evacuated from school for some reason, it seemed as if it were the middle of the summer as everyone was clamoring around rushing to get out of the school i was trying to find someone i knew but everybody around me seemed to not have a face. i finally made my way out to the front lawn of the school, where the grass was dead and golden everyone stood looking at a RED sky but it was still bright out. we were waiting for something finally there was a loud crash and everything around me dissapated and I thought I was for sure witnessing the end of everything. Then the world around me came back in one piece and I was still standing unharmed, though many of the people around me were on the ground unconcious or dead. I woke up at that point. so did Carl, it turned out he had a strange dream too. we started describing our dreams to each other by the end of our conversation we were finishing each others sentences, describing the same place the same occasion. we had the same dream at the same time, woke at the same time and we were sleeping in the same room. We don't talk about it much anymore but I've known for a long time it was extremely important but somehow not urgent. Im not sure if this relates to you dream but the red sky does stand out. maybe my dream will help you remember some parts of yours. either way keep on dreaming.

ps.. I miss you greatly.



That night I barely slept as I scoured the web - looking for any information that might shed light on what I’d seen. I found one website in particular which tells of a similar vision & puts the it into context. Please read the following passage from globalpsychics.com:

“It was at the end of the fourth day that the third Vision came to him. As he gazed out onto the landscape towards the setting Sun, the sky suddenly turned to a liquid and then turned blood-red. As far as his eyes could see, the sky was solid red, with no variation in shadow, texture or light. The whole of Creation seemed to have grown still, as if awaiting some unseen command. Time, place and destiny seemed to be in limbo, stilled by the bleeding sky. He gazed for a long time at the sky, in a state of awe and terror, for the red colour of the sky was like nothing he had ever seen in any sunset or sunrise. The colour was that of man, not of Nature, and it had a vile stench and texture. It seemed to burn the Earth wherever it touched. As sunset drifted to night, the stars shone bright red, the colour never leaving the sky, and everywhere the cries of fear and pain were heard.
Again, the warrior spirit appeared to Grandfather, but this time as a voice from the sky. Like thunder, the voice shook the landscape. "This, then, is the third sign, the night of the bleeding stars. It will become known throughout the world, for the sky in all lands will be red with the blood of the sky, day and night. It is then, with this sign of the third probable future, that there is no longer hope. Life on the Earth as man has lived it will come to an end, and there can be no turning back, physically or spiritually. It is then, if things are not changed during the second sign, that man will surely know the destruction of the Earth is at hand. It is then that the children of the Earth must run to the wild places and hide. For when the sky bleeds fire, there will be no safety in the world of man."
Grandfather sat in shocked horror as the voice continued.
"From this time, when the stars bleed, to the fourth and final sign, will be four seasons of peace [that is, one year]. It is in these four seasons that the children of the Earth must live deep in the wild places and find a new home, close to the Earth and the Creator. It is only the children of the Earth that will survive, and they must live the philosophy of the Earth, never returning to the thinking of man. And survival will not be enough, for the children of the Earth must also live close to the Spirit. So tell them not to hesitate if and when this third sign becomes manifest in the stars, for there are but four seasons to escape."



As unbelieving as this must sound – please just keep an open mind & consider the information I’m sharing. In the mean time I’ll be doing more research, and will be posting any significant findings on my blog. I think for now – more than ever - it's essential to pray/meditate & love everyday. Let me know if you have any significant dreams/intuitions in the next little while.

Love,
Sarah


*Names have been changed.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

i ♥ hicks
















(12/16/61 – 02/26/94)

Bill Hicks was a brilliant man & a modern day hero.




Wednesday, February 24, 2010

So you think you can die?

I wanna talk about life.

I know...

Its a touchy subject.

But more specifically... I wanna talk about death.

Right about now... you're probably looking for the back button.

That's fine... just go... I don't care ; )

If you're still reading... I want to share a funny thought about death.

Yes... I think death can be funny...

This is the part where I bring in God...

Still there?

Impressive.

The great religious traditions have a few ideas about God.

[This is a passage extracted from Wikipedia... so you know it must be true!]

"Judaism, Christianity and Islam see God as a being who created the world and who rules over the universe. God is usually held to have the following properties: holiness, justice, sovereignty, omnipotence, omniscience, benevolence, omnipresence, and immortality. It is also believed to be transcendent, meaning that God is outside space and time."

The great religious traditions say many things... some of it rubbish... most of it inspiring. It would probably take a lifetime to discuss them all. Thank god I am only interested in talking about death. ; )

So... it is said that God is immortal.

This is important... so I’m gonna put a pause here.

[PAUSE]

And this is where the funny bit comes in…

We have this idea that we can die.

Am I right?

Well if you're certain that you can die, are you saying that you believe that you can do something that God can’t?

Are you so big-headed to think that you can die when God cannot? ; )

Yet everywhere you look... people are convinced they die.

Afraid to die.

But what happens if you know you don’t die?

I have a little hunch...

I think it is in this moment... in this very moment...

You begin to live.


Disclaimer:
If you love God and found this offensive... I apologize. If you hate God... I apologize.
If you still wanna die... don't let my stupid little note stop you. It's just a note... on Facebook. It's probably rubbish... but still interesting... and at least a lil' entertaining?

Originally written: Thursday, August 30, 2007

Love... Actually


Dear Humanity,
We need to talk. It’s not you – it’s me. It hasn’t been working for some time – I think maybe we need to spend some time apart. Sorry humanity, but I don’t think I love you as much as I used to…

Love - it’s painful, it’s euphoric – it’s the reason we keep coming back. It’s the stuff life is made of. Yet when you observe life on a day-to-day basis – it becomes very apparent that there’s a lack of the stuff. I can’t help but ask myself - where’s the love? Everywhere you see people fighting, people cheating, people starving, people warring… It’s not what I hoped for – and if this is relationship is going to work – we need to make some changes. This (blog) is my effort to rekindle the love. It’s not meant to be well written, it’s not structured, & def not academic in any way – having said that, you’re under no obligation to read it… unless you find it interesting. My hope is of course, that you do read it & find it interesting – but since I can’t tell either way - I’m going to assume you’re reading this & loving it.

I have to be honest with you – I’m not perfect. I’m sometimes quite lovely & inspiring – but at other times I’m a brat – even a bitch. Ya – (sight) t’is true… But I’m not here to talk about that – I just want you to know that I’m aware that I’m human & I’m not expecting anything but the same in return. In other words – I accept the fact that we’re human & I won’t hold it against us. Deal? But keeping that in mind – I have huge faith in us & I know we can do better...

This isn’t a self help thing either – if it was – I would have told you - you were too fat or bald or stupid or lacking something – which could be fixed if you read this blog (and gave me your money)... But alas! This is a non-profit venture… More importantly - there’s nothing in you that needs fixing! Nothing in you needs to change at all – you’re maybe fat, bald, ugly, stupid & your dog too – but that’s ok with me. If you want help - I’m sure some other sob is ready, willing, & able to provide the cure to what ails you. I’m more interested in things like – taking responsibility, hard work, evolution, knowledge, using common sense – stuff like that. I’m not here to preach either – I’m here to remind you. The way I see it – you already have everything you need to know love – but perhaps you forgot that about yourself. A great deal of people have forgotten. So I had the idea – maybe if I write about (love) hard enough & long enough – humanity will start remembering… one person at a time.

If it’s not too much to ask - there is one thing I want to ask in return - & that is to help me maintain an open dialogue. If you feel like it - feel free to comment, or contact me at any point in time. If what you have to say is any good - I might even plagiarize it. So although we’re strangers now – I promise if you stick with me - you’ll find you might like what I have to say or at least find me to be somewhat endearing. This is our new relationship humanity, & so we’ll do what people always do in relationships – toss ideas around, share a laugh, maybe cry… but not too much crying. Sorry - but no kissing & no touching either – it’s not that kind of relationship.

Till next time….

Disclaimer: Please note that I’m aware that I’m (essentially) writing this to myself. Although this may seem a bit crazy – it’s not as crazy as someone talking to themselves out loud – at least that’s what I tell myself.